dreams I had

being on a space ship

riding my bike at night

part of my old house collapsing

a co-worker pretending to steal my money

retrieving a man’s cane

reserving a new apartment

bringing a gun to school

a girl I like making me a plate of food

a girl masturbating on the phone

a girl I liked and driving to a grocery store

seeing two moons in the sky

a girl choking

chancing upon a lunch lady from elementary school

Anderson Silva coming back to the UFC

a girl I was about to date

licking a girl’s pussy

walking to Jacksonville Beach and seeing a huge whale

looking for eggnog at an outdoor Christmas store

searching my house and seeing Fat Joe

visiting a brothel

seeing Morrell on the bus

a girl at my door

being late for work

finally meeting an ex-housemate

being handed a slice of cake

leading the charge against a tyrannical landlady

living in an apartment with a dining room

graduating high school

a new pair of shoes and a dangerous freeway trip

saving the life of someone also named Marcel

walking thru my apartment building

living in a college dorm

Eugene getting knocked out in class

a nude white girl lying on me

a video I shot in a high school science lab

fucking a girl from behind

a five-part Steven Spielberg movie

having an interesting discussion with a woman at a table

staying in a college dorm

watching a video of a girl being killed

overhearing my lesbian roommate have sex

watching My Girl in class

a girl interviewing me for school

living in an apartment in Detroit

meeting Stevie Wonder

having sex with Michelle Waterson

watching a movie that started to become real

my next-door neighbor and a bunch of dogs

a girl who was about to let me put my tongue in her ass

living in a college dorm and seeing an enormous insect

a gay school teacher giving me his phone number

lying to a high school security guard to get out of trouble

a woman named Rebecca

a girl staring at me like she wanted to fuck

driving my cars from a bus

witnessing a crazy traffic collision

being late for class

arguing with Alex Malpass

taking pictures of girls I used to know

two old people who vacationed a lot

being at school with Wendy and Leanne

a co-worker named Eugene

a video girl who seemed to have a crush on me

kissing and fondling a girl named Wendy

living with people and a caged bird

walking to a college campus and teleporting back home to get my car

500 girls at a hotel

a teen prison inmate attempting an escape

a man and a woman near the end of their romance

my car being repossessed

being on a tower and trying to run home before being eaten by lions

attending an event with tables of free White Castle burgers

a parachute man

waiting till the last minutes to study for a college exam

taking notes in a history class

taking a photo of a police officer at my job

seeing an airplane going down outside my window

working in a mansion with Sheila

being trapped nude in a bathroom stall

going to Solomon’s Temple in Detroit

a freaky bisexual girl

meeting a distant cousin

seeing two dragons fighting in the night sky

hiring Pinky and Misty to exercise at my mother’s house

asking for Cap’n Crunch at Target

going back to the past

somehow getting an enormous amount of cash from a bank ATM

trying to interview Hulk Hogan for the site

a girl and her sister

being featured on a “reality” TV show with Jack Osbourne

my boss Heather sitting on my face

working for AVI

being in an elementary school reading class

a beat I made

being at home in my apartment

playing Night Of The Living Dead

trading insults with a girl named Eliza

a tube of peanut butter toothpaste

a girl giving me her baby in Miss Dubose’s class

a sweaty porn girl with amazing tits

going back to the past

a dream I had about being on a space ship

We were on the deck of a huge ship, but it wasn’t in the water. It was up in the air like a blimp but high above the clouds. It was a space ship of sorts; we were nearly that high; but we could somehow breathe just fine without having to wear any kind of special apparatus. In fact I was in my regular clothes. It was like a vacation.

I don’t think I knew anyone, but there had to be hundreds of people scattered about. Some may’ve paid, but I think I won the trip from a sweepstakes or something. In any case, I was happy to be there. I almost never get on boats because I get motion sickness, but this one was stationary and quite still so I felt fine.

I’d been on it for at least a few hours, it seemed, because I’d gotten used to it enough to feel comfortable. It wasn’t a party atmosphere like I imagine a Carnival cruise would be, at least not up there on the top deck, but a serene one. There was no music playing or anything like that; just the peaceful quietness of space.

I say “space”, but it was more like the stratosphere. Not that you could see anything below. When you looked over the guardrail, all you could see is darkness. It was essentially nighttime. The only sights, other than what you could see on the ship, were stars, maybe the moon and what appeared to be a couple of huge scary satellites.

I remember looking at one and turning away. There was another one a lot closer that, for some reason, didn’t scare me as much. “What would be scarier,” I contemplated asking a fellow passenger, “if that satellite hovered directly over us or if this ship started rocking back and forth like…” I don’t think I ever finished the question.

The thought led me to the possibility of the whole ship tipping over à la Titanic, sending us sliding while trying to hold on for dear life. A fall down to the depths would be catastrophic. You’d be lucky to die in the minutes it would take before you splatter into the ground. Perhaps that why I laid down on the floor of the deck.

I wasn’t actually scared. The satellites were scary being as big and close as they were; I don’t like looking at water towers at night for the same reason; but the scary thoughts were mostly for fun. The ship malfunctioning and killing us was so unlikely that I wasn’t really concerned. I was just enjoying my stay.

2026 July 18

a dream I had about riding my bike at night

I’d just left home; the house I grew up in; to ride my bike; an actual bicycle; which I hadn’t done in a long time. I don’t know what made me want to do it that night, but it was late like between 10 PM and midnight; a dangerous time in the city of Detroit.

Violent crime wasn’t my main concern though. I was more worried about the fact that, for some reason, I had trouble using the brakes. I mean they worked fine as far as I knew, but there took a tremendous physical or mental effort for me to actually use them.

I was headed north toward East McNichols, better known as Six Mile, at a high rate of speed. There was basically no traffic except for a car or truck here and there, but I feared one would blindside me, so I turned right instead of crossing the road in order to slow down.

There was a huge pile of what looked like white sand on an inactive construction site. I rode my speeding bike up it until it gradually came to a stop. Then I looked both ways and crossed Six Mile to what I thought was Joseph Campau, but it looked weird.

The sign said “NO OUTLET”, which didn’t make sense. That’s when I remembered I’d actually ridden away from Joseph Campau in order to reach the sand pile. So I used another one; a less steep one across the road from the first one; in order to slow down again.

Then I rode back to Joseph Campau and turned right on it. Now I was headed back north as if I was going to that (Merchant/Merchants) grocery store I used to walk to on Seven Mile or Pershing High School; areas I normally wouldn’t be visiting this late at night.

I was contemplating whether or not to go back home. I wanted to ride my bike despite it being a crime-ridden neighborhood; a thug or few I could probably fight off or evade; but it seemed my inability to use the brakes properly was going to end up killing me.

2026 July 03