Category: general

question : What do you think of Jerry Sandusky?

He’s perhaps most known for being a college football coach, but I never followed college football, so I only know of him from the infamy he received after being accused and criminally charged with having sex with, or initiating sexual contact with, underaged boys. I don’t know if those allegations are true or not. You never really know without actual proof. Either way, it doesn’t sway my neutral opinion of him.

The scandal, which had many people declaring him guilty before he even had a chance to go to trial, does serve as another example of the stupid sexist double standard society has when it comes to pedophile men and pedophile women. Public outrage and prison sentences fall heavy on the men; I’m not saying it shouldn’t; while the women comparatively get away with, as the saying goes, a slap on the wrist.

question : Would you break-up with your girlfriend or leave your wife if her face were badly disfigured in a fire?

It’s an extra hypothetical question for me because I plan on never having a wife to “leave” or a monogamous girlfriend to “break-up” with. It’s also a question that can be interpreted in different ways. The most obvious meaning asks if you’d break-up with your girlfriend or leave your wife because her face, which was normal before, were suddenly disfigured in a fire. It could also be meant to ask if her face being disfigured would stop you from leaving or breaking-up with her for any reason. My answer to the latter obscure meaning is no; it wouldn’t stop me. My answer to the former obvious meaning is that I almost certainly would.

Looks, in an aesthetic sense, are extremely important to me when it comes to a romantic partner, particularly her face, and I simply wouldn’t tolerate being with a girl I’m not physically attracted to, let alone a girl I consider ugly. Depending on how much damage the fire has done to her face or if it’s “badly”, I’d probably consider it (her) ugly as a result, or at least uglier enough not to want to be with her. I’d probably, almost certainly, leave her or break-up with her. If I like her personality, we could remain friends and maybe even continue to have sex, at least face-away sex, if she wants to without any romantic strings attached.

Even as friends, I wouldn’t want to go out in pubic with her though. I think I’d get used to the new face to the point where I wouldn’t mind being around her, but the odd stares and general discomfort it would bring about in other people would be embarrassing. I’d be embarrassed for her even if I weren’t actually with her. Being with her, being the person seen with her, would make me feel embarrassed for both of us. I’d rather be seen with someone who looks normal but is acting crazy as embarrassing as that itself could be. If the disfigured girl were my “girlfriend” or wife, being seen with her is something I’d be subjected to much more often.

The funny thing is that I doubt I’d have the gall to just blatantly leave her or break-up with her as a result of her face being disfigured. I wouldn’t want to hurt or humiliate her by telling her I’m ending our relationship for that reason, especially if she has a kind and bashful personality. Even if I were to suddenly end it and claim it’s for some other reason, I think it would be obvious that it’s not. I’d have to wait it out for some time, perhaps a few months, and just try to endure until enough time has passed for me to pretend I’m ending it for another reason and make it convincing. Either that or I’d give her a reason to end it herself.

question : Would you rather be in physical or emotional pain?

It depends on how intense each pain is, but if they’re equal, I’d much rather be in emotional pain. It’s not even a question I have to ponder. I hate physical pain. It’s something I try to avoid as often as possible. I don’t even like drinking soda and other carbonated beverages that burn going down.

Emotional pain is something I’ve rarely had to deal with, at least in my adult life. I used to cry as a kid, but it’s arguable if even most of those moments were the result of “pain” as opposed to anger or other emotional reasons. In any case it’s rare for me to experience emotional pain as an adult.

It’s a subjective thing compared to physical pain and I’m just not that sensitive to it. The title question assumes I would be, so perhaps my answer comes from ignorance, but I think that even if I were as sensitive to emotional pain as I am to physical pain, I’d still rather be in emotional pain.

a dream I had about my boss Heather sitting on my face

I wasn’t even clocked-in at the time. I was either off for the day or off for the rest of the day, but there I was, at the job for some reason or another. Perhaps I lived nearby and was just there to get my paycheck. In any case, I was laying on the floor, on my back, in what could’ve been an exaggerated display of tiredness or boredom, when Heather, my boss in the dream and former boss in real life, walked over to me and sat on my face.

She did it as a joke and it worked because the people around us, co-workers and a friend I was with, erupted in laughter as I wiggled about, pretending to be stuck. It was a funny and pleasing experience in that I enjoyed having her pussy and ass so close to my face with only work slacks and panties between us. “I heard of people having their heads stuck up their bosses ass, but goddamn,” I said, which brought on more laughter.

2012 June 17

confirmation the new Bass 305 Comeback album is legit

The album isn’t really “new”. It was apparently released in October of 2011, but I’m just now finding out about it, so I emailed Bass 305; Mark Watson and David Watson; to confirm whether or not it’s legit.

me :

Is this new Bass 305 Comeback album legit?

http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-comeback/id465541817

I’m trying to get confirmation that it’s a real Bass 305 album made by you guys and not an imposter because I can’t find it on the DM Records site or really anywhere but iTunes.

David Watson :

yes, this is the real Bass 305. I hope you enjoy the album. Thank you for your email

me :

Thank you for your reply! I’ve been a fan since 1993.

2012 ( June 10 )

my thoughts on the Canibus and Dizaster rap battle

I had a live video stream of the battle, but I’m not obligated to review it because I didn’t watch the whole thing. I decided to stop watching, and listening, once I realized that Canibus; an MC whose battle raps made him one of the best popular battle rappers in my mind, even though I’d never heard or seen him in an actual battle; was in over his head.

He forgot his lines and choked repeatedly, at least that’s what I gathered from the viewers in the chatroom I was monitoring, before pulling out a notepad to read from. It wasn’t just disappointing; it was embarrassing. It was embarrassing for me and I wasn’t even there. I can only imagine how embarrassing it was for him and everyone else who was.

I can’t feel too bad for him though. He had months to prepare. What made him show-up unprepared is beyond me. He may have needed the money; they say he got paid thousands of dollars; but it isn’t worth his reputation and career; both of which, considering his whole image is built around being a battle rapper, may be ruined beyond repair.

I hope not. I was never really a Canibus fan; I can’t name a lot of his songs I like; but I generally like him as a rapper and still consider many of his battle raps highly impressive, particularly during the 2000 BC era. Besides, a rapper doesn’t have to be able to battle for real in order to compose and perform clever and creative battle-style verses.

I also think he’s generally better than Dizaster, who wasn’t really impressive in this battle neither, judging from the bits I did hear, thanks mainly to his ridiculously-forced delivery. He tries way too hard, but at least he tries. I don’t know what Canibus was doing. Canceling at the last hour would’ve been better. Instead he lost in a profound way.

question : Should it be illegal to desecrate a national flag?

Desecrating a national flag is considered a crime in many countries. I think that’s stupid. A flag, in the physical sense, is nothing more than cloth or similar material. Desecrating it hurts no one because even a person with a phobia of desecrated flags is only affected by his or her psychological condition, so I don’t think it should be a crime unless the flag is someone else’s personal property and that person, or those people, never gave you permission to desecrate it.

 

Allen L. Wenger :

A flag is just clothe with a pattern. Do what you want to it.

a dream I had about working for AVI

I was working for AVI. Nina, William and I were at what seemed like a huge school building. Me and William were inside moving tables toward the exit as Nina pulled the blue van around outside. I must’ve come to the job late or something because someone had us using the main exit door; the one in the middle with the most traffic; instead of the one closest to us with less traffic. That’s “traffic” meaning students, probably high school or middle school kids, rushing in and out.

“Why don’t we use that door,” I might’ve asked William, “It’s closer plus it’s less traffic.” From what I could tell, it simply made more sense to use that door. It was a straight shot out. “I don’t know,” he would’ve replied with a look of ignorance, “That’s the one they told us to use, so…” I didn’t say anything else to him about it, if I’d said anything about it to him in the first place. But I told Nina during our first table load and, surprisingly, she agreed. So we started using that door.

2012 May 23

question : Was The Virgin Mary really a virgin?

That might be a loaded question because it assumes The Virgin Mary really existed when she might only be a fictional Bible character. If she did exist, I’m quite sure she was a virgin at birth, so, unless she somehow had sex before birth, which is virtually impossible, the answer is yes.

How long she remained a virgin is another question. If she got pregnant, as The Bible claims, it’s highly unlikely she was a virgin when it happened. Without artificial insemination; a modern procedure; the likelihood of a virgin getting pregnant when Mary supposedly lived was even lower.