Tag: sleep

a dream I had about a co-worker named Eugene

He asked something about our pay like whether or not there was a delay if you (we) have Direct Deposit. I answered, stumbling over my answer a bit; I started talking before giving myself a chance to think about it; as we walked thru what seemed like an extended version of middle school hallways.

We were at our job. I don’t know what kind of job it was; we only went to school together in real life; but I seemed to enjoy it, if only because of the people I worked with. I never liked Eugene in real life; in fact I disliked him a lot; but I did in the dream. “What,” I asked with genuine curiosity, “You quitting?”

I might have said “leaving”, adding that I wouldn’t tell anyone if he wanted to keep it between us. He answered yes and that he got or was getting a job helping people rebuild; I assume their houses, yards and such; after the hurricane. I don’t think there’d been one recently, but hurricane season was underway.

I responded with excitement, saying I’d heard people can make a lot of money doing that type of work as we continued to walk together, going from highways to what seemed like some kind of futuristic freeway system. He replied in the affirmative, saying he’d make a lot more than he was making at this job.

I told him we’d miss him. Though I was happy for him, it was sad to hear that he was leaving us. It would be one less member of a crew I enjoyed working with. He told me he’d miss us too, probably more out of moral obligation than sincerity as it seemed he never really liked working there in the first place.

2019 November 25

a dream I had about a video girl who seemed to have a crush on me

I grinned uncontrollably as a family member told me what she’d apparently told her mother about me. “That boy is banging,” I think it was, “That is my baby”, but with big happy exclamation points. It was in reference not necessarily to my looks or personality, though it seemed to be underlined with romantic, even sexual, allure, but the video I’d made of us.

I say “us” but I was talkng from behind the camera, heard but not seen, at least for the most part. She was the star of the show. I can’t remember what she was doing, though the second video seems to have something to do with eyeglasses, and I think what she told her mom happened weeks or months between the two videos, but I was glad to hear it.

“Really,” I asked, still grinning, “She said that?” “Yep,” he confirmed as he impersonated her excitement. I was hoping I hadn’t let her down with the second video, though they were both captivating to me. They were probably around five minutes each and shot/edited in the style of a reality show about her. It was an ego boost for her, I figured, but she deserved it.

I don’t know how we met or what kind of relation we may have had to one another. She seemed to be a distant cousin I’d recently got to know thru other family members, but the romantic chemistry that seemed to go on between us suggested we weren’t actually related. If she really felt about me the way I felt about her, we seemed on the brink of becoming a couple.

A couple of what is the question. I considered her attractive enough; her looks and personality reminded me of a cross between Monica, the singer, and my real-life video star Evette, who also sings; but I’m not a “boyfriend” kind of guy. My attraction to her was mostly sexual, though I was enticed by what seemed to be her mostly romantic attraction to me.

Perhaps that’s just ego on my part. I assumed a lot about her feelings toward me based on what I was told she said to her mom while I imagined sitting at a kitchen or dining room table. She was very friendly in person and seemed to like me a lot, but, for all I know, she could’ve thought of me as nothing more than a guy who puts her in “banging” videos.

2019 November 15

a dream I had about kissing and fondling a girl named Wendy

“I want you to meet your parents,” she said for the second, maybe even the third, time. What she meant was that she wanted me to meet her parents. She could’ve been tipsy, but I think it was just her being ditzy as she is in real life. Whatever the case, I was thrilled to the bone as she let me kiss her on the lips; I think there was also some tongue action between us; and fondle her breasts thru her clothes.

Her tits were little as is she, but petite girls are the best. We’d been friends, not even close friends, for a while and I had a crush on her all that time; she’s light-skinned and very cute in the face; but our relationship had just went to the next level. She’s the one who initiated it, much to my surprise. I never knew she liked me in that way. She mostly talked about her ex-boyfriends when we were together.

I figured that kind of relationship between us would never work out in the long run; there were things about me she didn’t know; but I was going to enjoy it while it lasted, so there I was in a state of romantic and sexual bliss as we kissed and embraced while lying, still fully clothed, on what seemed like a bed. I had no intention of meeting her parents, but I wasn’t going to tell her that, at least not before we fucked.

2019 August 29

video review : Audition

video review : Audition

A cute girl is the only interesting thing this movie has going for it. She’s a 24-year-old named Asami who falls in love with an older man after auditioning for a video project of his. Things aren’t what they seem in either case.

That’s where the plot goes from a boring romance to an unintelligible thriller. There are a few sadomasochistic shock scenes for your viewing pleasure, but, even with bone-shearing wire at its disposal, the film just doesn’t cut it.

my rating : 1 of 5

1999